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Far from Heaven in My Mind

by Backwards Charm

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1.
Peace of mind denied I can't stand positive lines They make me want to die So shallow on the inside I don't bother If a wave of blue thought Swallowed me up whole And I won't pretend Because nothing really Matters in the end Clarity, Don't speak to me I favor misery Just like I don't make sense To myself Or to anybody else
2.
Sway 02:36
Hand me the noose I'll take care of the rest After all, I know myself And what's best Like the sun and the air Bleach out the day Call it losing touch Or call it sway Give me your heart I'll give you head You'll grow strong And I'll grow weak instead Hand me the noose I'll try my best We can no longer Expect much from me Wash away, All the rain
3.
Riverine 02:54
Let it flow Waterfall in your eyes Can't keep you dry Can't tell the truth I'm bad with lies Insomnia sleeps like lullabies Pour the time, it's riverine Take your wine Here's to the past The sun it shines, I'll stay inside A dirty glass, a broken mind You're a nine Turn back time I want to lie under a neon sun Why make amends? While it lasts it won't end My vision's my sight Not seemingly, but definitely A canopy of rotten stars The mold and dirt Caused no alert, it's only words It's always only words Turn me on like sad songs Cool the heat like waterfalls
4.
Candor 02:47
Candor in the gutter Don’t drain away It’s some miserable waters A chlorine charade The sun in the sky Is but a big tangerine And all the clouds They’re made of polystyrene Candor in the gutter Don't drain away It's some miserable waters A chlorine charade A decay parade You're killing the mood And it's killing me You take the blame, Wrap it around me Candor in the gutter Don't drain away It's some miserable waters A chlorine charade A decay parade
5.
Vague 02:33
Vague memories They olden the young Find the right words Then swallow your tongue Like church on Sunday Put on your fake smile Watch the water It never turns to wine From the sight To the mind Scratch out my eyes It's been days For years I slowly disappear Tell me the good news I'll tell you the bad Watch the water It never turns... Shallow Water month Wavering halo Waver on
6.
Rain fell heavy on my mind Wrinkles on my wrists And bags under my eyes Every truth I've ever dared Turned out a lie I'd lose myself to be profound, Immaterialized Like a lullaby I cannot close my eyes Funereal times, Negative Lines, I'm far from heaven in my mind Serenity fly, Pass me by, I'm left behind I'm far from heaven in my mind I'm far from heaven in my mind No silence inside my head Alone again Alone again
7.
Monochrome 02:51
Whatever I think I think I'm underwhelmed I've got whatever it takes To take the blame Maybe we could hang From my balcony It's not the end of days Just the day the world will end I don't know what to say Could never lose my faith I didn't mean what I meant I don't believe in anything How could I color the gray? I am in a monochrome I cannot take a deep breath There's only dust and haze I couldn't keep to myself That nothing is fine in the end Wouldn't say that I'm right Yet, I'm not wrong So, prove me right Prove me wrong
8.
Blow 03:12
Blow away the sun Make my head swim from spun I'm daylight trembling Every sunshine hour How are we close, it feels so far? I don't believe myself anymore Am I wasting hours, or a year? I've lost my sense of time The choice To choose no sides May be byzantine What if I just can't keep apart What's wrong And what's right? Joy is asleep In a dream Of dichotomy Why believe In me Or anything?
9.
Dismay Me 02:53
So many moments wasted Every meaning's doubtful Why would I be stronger When I can be weak instead? It never ends to dismay me There's no way That I don't stand in my way Staring at the ceiling Tangled in a daydream Tired in broad daylight Wide awake in bed It never ends to dismay me There's no way That I don't stand in my way In my head, a disarray All there is, it's so illusionary I would meet you halfway Weren't it that hard Not to push you away
10.
In My Head 02:56
Sunbeam, Scratch out my eyes Don't want to see the light Don't want to shine You want to search And don't want to find Like laying awake in bed at night Filthy sheets And smoke in the air My heart is melting And you don't care You fuck with me Inside my head You throw me a bone And I play dead Chances are I'm not seeing straight Like telling a gun: 'Do not blow me away' Sunbeam, Scratch out my eyes Don't want to see the light Don't want to shine

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released October 5, 2018

Composed & performed by Backwards Charm
Lyrics written by Daniel Lang

Recorded at Schall & Wahn Productions
Mixed & Mastered by Christoph Eymannsberger (Schall & Wahn Productions)

Cover artwork by Tobias Tinkhauser
Cover photo by Sabine Linemayr (éon.noir)

In cooperation with Stray Records

(c) Backwards Charm 2018

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